sad and not happy!

haaaYyyy.. haVen't enjoyed my birthday that much.. why? because i didn't spend it with my family.. duhh.. soooOooo sad! terribly sad! as in!
gOsh! i went home thinking that i could celebrate it with them.. but the plan failed..they're gone for davao and i'd been left home alone..waaaahh! anG sakit..it really hurts to imagine that my family are not present on the most important day of my life..my 18th birthday.. super! they didn't visit me in cdo during my day because we have planned ahead to celebrate it as soon as i got home.. but when i am here already, sila na naman ang wala..we've only seen each other for an hour tapos umalis na agad sila..i'm badly hurt coz i can't blame anybody..i can't blame them for not being with me in my birthday..well, not just because cdo is too far from our place but also because they have to rush to davao to attend my uncle's burial.. the schedules have conflicted and they have to cancel my celebration just to get there..well, i have nothing to do about it but to understand them and the situation..all i did was to cry out loud hoping that they could hear me and know how i feel..
the sad part pa jud is when 11th hour na ko nila gisultian! myged! i was expcting that i could celebrate it with them today tapos when i'm already at the bus and hapit naq mkaabot saka pa sila nagtext na, "nak, we are going to davao today.4 am mi maglarga. txt lng f abot nka.".. whaaattt?? kawawa ang bata! naghilak intawon sa bus..la'y mahimo..hahaizzz.!

kAya, dili jud dapat mag-xpect kay sakit au mafail.. i'll just entrust to God everything nlng.. and think dat ds didn't happen.. after all, i'm still happy with my birthday! i celebrated it with my friends and i've got lots of surprises from them.. i'm really blessed to have them, coz despite the absence of my family, they were their to cheer me up on the most important day of my life..pasalamat nalang jud ko na naa sila.. thank u Lord!

gReat ReVeLation!

ZOMG! AS in Oh My Gosh! i really don't how to react abOut wHat have been revealed to me today! as in! it absolutely shaken my family's woRld! iMagine dat! one of the family's every trusted person broke that trust and did a very unforgivable thing! i don't understand kung bakit ginawa niya iyon! soBra! hindi ko taLaga alam kung bakit.. i kept on searching millions of reasons behind the crime that he did but i cannot find the answer..bagkus, it left me puzzled! super! why is this things happening..myged! tinuod jud diay na gaKahitabo sa real life situation ang mGa dRama sa Tv noh..gOsh! all i can do is to seek for God's help nlng jud..wLa na'y laing makahelp kundi si God lng jud regarding with this pRoblem..nahh..bahala na si God sa iya ug sa AkoNg family.. i just pray dat everything will tUrn out fine! pLease Lord...hayyyyyyy..sOoOo sadddd!

aNyways, i'm very emotional today..as in! i'm into my deepest emotion today.. nOt just because of that shaking or should i say shattering family problem of mine but also because i have seen my x-bf's new gf! OMG! i kept on asking myself if totally nkarecover na ba jud ko.. but i guess wala pah..coz until now, i'm still affected by just seeing her picture, where in fact i'm prettier than her! thank God kay lamang japun ko sa iya! ahahah.. bad cheeta! so kontrabida! well, she deserves it.. gusto ko makigfriend niya but dili man siya..duhh.. she's just a waste of time.. nawaste jud akong time viewing her photos! la na nuon naq nahimo akong asYnments sa english and philO.. but thank God kay d njud mapostpone amu taping ds Monday..so, i will be going back to CDO 2muro evening! weeehhh! soooo gLad! haayyy..tHank God kay nabawi ra ang end saqng day..so, hapi naq now...ahahahahhh!! yeepey!

uLaN!!! haaaayyyy..

gOSh! wHat a day! soOoOO boriNg.. as in..! all i did tHe whole day was to eat and face the coMputer.. gRaveeh! tugnaw pa jud aYo kay nag-uLan.. nOthing interesting happened to me today.. i just went to the cemetery kanina morning to visit my uncle who passed away last November , then i went home, ate my lunch taPos cOmputer na nman.. i just get busy leaving comments in my friends' accounts sa friendster tapos dula2 gmay ug diner dash tapos text2 sa akong crush.. maO lang! boring pa jud kaayo siya katext! dios mios! wala! waz jud ni nga day! waz man gani mi kaplan if when jud ang fix date sa amung taping para sa amung project sa speech.. duhhh.. gicancel pa nman nako akong other appointment tungod lang ani na project because i was expecting to go to CDO this Monday pAra mgtrabaho ani pro murag dli madayon! OMG! i'm supossed to be in Tagum City today to attend our youth camp but i didn't went there just because of this project.. haaaayyy naku! mau pag maghimu nlng ko'g assignment sa Philo and english... duHhhHh.. bOooOooring jUd kaayo! as in! this is one of the mOst boring days of my life! uRggggghhhhhhh!!! gUsto ko maglaag! i wanna go out with my classmates tonight but dili nako sila macontact.. asa naman ang mga people sa EARTH???? duhhhh! magpuyo nalang jud ko ani! Behave ej! buhata nlng imong assignments day! makadaot pa jud sa mood ning ulan.. anG ginaw2 kasi kaya gusto ko na tuloy matulog.. i wanna go to sleep! magsleep nalang ko.. sige.. gudnyt! mwahhhhhhh...zZz... (-_-)zZz

Angels and Demons

How could i forget a novel written by Dan Brown entitled Angels and Demons??? Gosh! This book really made my spirit filled with excitement, thrill and curiosity.. why? because the book entails about the ancient brotherhood named ILLUMINATI! this is a satanic brotherhood that had been vanished in the catholic history for a long time ago.. but due to the rise of demonic acts ILLUMINATI returned - causing the death of the pope,the cardinals and even the scientist named Leonardo Vetra.. He was killed because he discovered that science and religion could be united when talking about the world's creation. He discovered antimatter that caused the beginning of the Earth (through Big Bang Theory) and proved that God is the great source of energy. Antimatter was used by the Illuminati as a weapon of destruction in the Vatican City during the pope's election or what we commonly knew as conclave..the four cardinals who were nominees for the popes position were killed and were marked [burned] with air, water, earth and fire in the different spots of the Vatican City..
This is really an amazing story because thrill could be found on finding the cardinal's dead body and where could be the illuminati's next spot.. but the most interesting thing on reading this book was it's twist..! as in! super duper ever! i never expected that the Chamberlain was the one who initiated all of these.. the killing of the pope, the four cardinals and the scientist were all written in his plans and that illuminati is not really true! Gosh! the twist was really fabulous!
well, do you want to know why he planned it?? because he wants to save the catholic church.. he wants to gain more devotees of the catholic church..it's because he have seen that the number of the church's members is rapidly decreasing,, and he thinks that if he could build a new image of the church, people's faith may back..
so, this made the story so great and interesting! Dan Brown is really a smart author! How i wish i could write such story like this..