sad and not happy!

haaaYyyy.. haVen't enjoyed my birthday that much.. why? because i didn't spend it with my family.. duhh.. soooOooo sad! terribly sad! as in!
gOsh! i went home thinking that i could celebrate it with them.. but the plan failed..they're gone for davao and i'd been left home alone..waaaahh! anG sakit..it really hurts to imagine that my family are not present on the most important day of my life..my 18th birthday.. super! they didn't visit me in cdo during my day because we have planned ahead to celebrate it as soon as i got home.. but when i am here already, sila na naman ang wala..we've only seen each other for an hour tapos umalis na agad sila..i'm badly hurt coz i can't blame anybody..i can't blame them for not being with me in my birthday..well, not just because cdo is too far from our place but also because they have to rush to davao to attend my uncle's burial.. the schedules have conflicted and they have to cancel my celebration just to get there..well, i have nothing to do about it but to understand them and the situation..all i did was to cry out loud hoping that they could hear me and know how i feel..
the sad part pa jud is when 11th hour na ko nila gisultian! myged! i was expcting that i could celebrate it with them today tapos when i'm already at the bus and hapit naq mkaabot saka pa sila nagtext na, "nak, we are going to davao today.4 am mi maglarga. txt lng f abot nka.".. whaaattt?? kawawa ang bata! naghilak intawon sa bus..la'y mahimo..hahaizzz.!

kAya, dili jud dapat mag-xpect kay sakit au mafail.. i'll just entrust to God everything nlng.. and think dat ds didn't happen.. after all, i'm still happy with my birthday! i celebrated it with my friends and i've got lots of surprises from them.. i'm really blessed to have them, coz despite the absence of my family, they were their to cheer me up on the most important day of my life..pasalamat nalang jud ko na naa sila.. thank u Lord!